i'm beginning to think i'm mentally ill......

**SHATOUSHKA** · August 13th, 2003, 06:04 AM

the myth of cassandra

Cyalaytr · August 13th, 2003, 06:29 AM

Cassandra in Greek Mythology

The story of the heroine Cassandra is a favorite in Greek mythology. Cassandra makes an appearance in many plays and poems, where often she is depicted in her most memorable role - that of prophetess. So let us explore this compelling Greek heroine, and learn about Cassandra in myth and legend.
Cassandra is mentioned briefly in the Iliad of Homer (which, incidentally, is one of our oldest and most respected sources for information about the characters of Greek myth). Indeed, in the Iliad, we learn that Cassandra was the child of King Priam of Troy, and she was considered to be Priam's most beautiful daughter (Homer, Iliad, Book XIII, 365). However, no mention of Cassandra's notorious prophetic power is made in this Homeric epic.

We first find the tale of Cassandra and her legendary gifts in other works of ancient Greek literature. According to one version of the story, Cassandra received the power to foretell the future from the god Apollo. Apparently, Apollo instructed the mortal woman and taught her about the art of prophecy because he had an ulterior motive - the god wished to win her affections. Cassandra accepted Apollo as a teacher, but not as a lover. Naturally, the god was insulted by this refusal. So he punished Cassandra. Apollo caused the gift that he gave Cassandra to be twisted, making everyone who heard her true and accurate foretellings of future events believe that they were instead hearing lies. In other words, the wondrous blessing bestowed upon a mortal became instead a terrible curse.

And indeed, the burden of Cassandra's "gift" is evident in mythology. She predicted the outcome of many disastrous events. In one memorable example, Cassandra announced the dire consequences of the Trojans accepting the infamous Wooden Horse from their Greek opponents. But as Apollo made certain, no one believed Cassandra when she warned her companions about the future. And this, in the end, was to be Cassandra's tragic fate

**SHATOUSHKA** · August 13th, 2003, 07:34 AM

~fin

**musik** · August 13th, 2003, 07:54 AM

*musik nods and makes like she knows whats going on here

**SHATOUSHKA** · August 13th, 2003, 08:03 AM

LOL... thats what we all do [img]tongue.gif[/img]

**SHATOUSHKA** · August 13th, 2003, 03:03 PM

i see what you are saying, cya.

the reason why i say i'm mentally ill... is because
i am being prompted (mentally) by things that
i don't normally think about for long periods
of time.

in addition to that, these thoughts are creating
issues with my social life... even my sleep.

the main problem is NOT whether i think i'm
mentally ill or whatnot... nor is it how do i
find a solution....

but mainly the problem is --

i know there IS no solution... no answer...
no resolution....

and because there is no escape from that fact,
i feel trapped by these thoughts... and feel
somewhat forced to fall before it... because
i cannot battle it.

i have been trying to give myself some therapy...
in that i'm trying to keep my mind from it.

yes, i realize the contradiction/hypocrisy --

i'm willingly attempting to delude myself

but i cannot continue with this in the manner
i am doing... i cannot 'normally' function...
so something must be done.